Everything just turned upside down.
I knew it was going to happen, but i chose to hold on even if the one I’m holding onto already let go of me.
Sorry if I was not enough for you, for not being the girl you’ve always dreamt of.
Sorry if I could not swim along with you, that you left me drowning in the deep ocean.
Sorry if I have loved you so much that you did not know how to return it back.
Sorry if I could not relate to the kind of music you listen to but I promise, I tried.
Sorry if I was too patient that you forgot someone was waiting for you.
Sorry if i trusted you so much that made you comfortable cheating on me.
Sorry if I was too sensitive that I felt all the pain you gave, but decided to keep those to myself.
Sorry if I chose to run after you even if I know you were already far away.
Sorry if I was too selfish that i chose to give everything and save nothing for myself.
This time, sorry if I decided to let go, not because I have given up but rather, the one I’m fighting for, is the one who killed me.
And finally, thank you for killing my heart and soul, for I was able to rise and open my eyes that I don’t deserve someone like you, because without you, I will never be the strong person I am today who can look straight into your eyes and say “You can never hurt me again.”